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[27 Nov 2001|02:12pm]
[ mood | sick ]

oh...icky...
throwing up bile is very bad...

I know Peter has work...
but I need not to be alone now..
*sigh*
I know he's busy...
but a little comfort might be nice...
*sigh*
just a hug...
just to be away from the sharp things here...
and away from cigarettes...
I don't want to start smoking again

damn....bile burns

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[27 Nov 2001|01:31pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

so...
my thanksgiving...
I know there are things that I should be thankful for, and the bad often do remind me to be more thankful...
but it's getting a little frustrating...

*sigh*
I don't quite get along with mom's fiance...
well, we get along, we just have nothing to talk about...so it's weird...
I wanted to give him a hug the other day...and he wouldn't hug me...
he's screwing my mother...but he can't hug me...

*sigh* and grandma is 97 pounds...she's supposed to be the healthy grandmother...the one who is still lucid...kinda weird...
her heart is failing on her, but her mind works...
my other grandmother is a vegetable...but her body refuses to let her die...
and it's wrong to kill her...but wrong to keep her alive...it isn't a life...

there is no one here...
not that there aren't people here for me...
just that everyone is always too busy for me...
*sobs*
damn...those steak knives are looking awfully sociable...

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[27 Nov 2001|01:15pm]
[ mood | fed up ]

I'd say I'm getting sick of this...
but I've been sick of it for a while...

damn, when I started this journal it was for me to write how I felt and to express my feelings in it...

I went away for the week after finally finding out who the IP addy's belonged to..
I kept seeing 2 IP addy's that were checking my page every 5 seconds, and also going through my back logs...of course I was curious...
and when I found that it was 2 people who vowed they hated me and would never read my journal I was somewhat amused.

but I came back from my thanksgiving week (which was no fucking picnic...and when I find the capacity to write about it I probably will) Ihadn't done anything...things had dropped...
but I came back to several attacks...which for once in my life I retaliated to. But of course I get yelled at.
God damn it...I can call someone a bitch..
besides the fact that we aren't stupid...she can talk about someone using pronouns...and then say it wasn't me, when we know it was...
she's instigating, then i get in trouble if I respond...
so I post a cool band name and everyone assumes I'm talking about her (what if I had posted statistical sluts? that's a cool name too) but I post in pronouns and everyone jumps on me...
it has to work both ways...
I was just writing...
when someone re-opens their journal with "bash me bash me" and she gets called a bitch it's blamed on me...
damnit, andrea called her a snatchLee and it made me laugh...
but of course it's my fault...
if I say knock it off then she says its my fault...
I'm posting, I post what I feel. I don't feel that I should have to censor myself or sick my boyfriend on people...

I apologize to anyone who has been caught in the middle

I write for me...
but maybe I forgot that...
I'm remebering now...
lest I should become like them
*takes a deep breath*
I missed me...
*sobs*

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[27 Nov 2001|11:05am]
http://www.livejournal.com/talkpost.bml?itemid=15574491

awww, c'mon, she asked nicely....
don't you want to obey her
*giggle*

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[27 Nov 2001|10:59am]
[ mood | amused ]

hypocritcal whore

ooo, that would be a good band name
*giggles*

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[27 Nov 2001|08:58am]
hrm, must remember to talk to Jyll later...
I was so spazzed when she imed me last night that I couldn't talk...

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[27 Nov 2001|08:43am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

*yawn*
I'm up for my early class...
feh...
kitty is purring...
friday is a full moon

hrm, need to unpack all my stuff and do a little cleaning after my class...
Peter and I need to go food shopping after my evening class...
I have to wrap Deanna's gift...
I need a new lip balm...
need to get mom's gift engraved...
need to talk to my groups today about how the projects are going...

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[27 Nov 2001|12:54am]
darn, I bought Pocky...
but I left it at Peter's...

it's a Japanese snack...
oddly enough I get it from China Town...
I wonder if the Asian Grocery place sells it here

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[27 Nov 2001|12:48am]
[ mood | exhausted ]

so I got a dress for the wedding...

I still need to get a new pair of jeans...

I have insomnia again tonight...
feh...
well, I have to unpack stuff, but I'll do that tomorrow...
and Wednesday I have to do my project for Thursday...
*yawn*
wish I could sleep...

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[27 Nov 2001|12:33am]


You are 30 - 48% HO!
Ooooo...saucy!
You're no HO but you're certainly no prude!

Pop Princess Britney Spears tested into this category.</font>

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gotta love insomnia [27 Nov 2001|12:30am]
[ mood | amused ]

The Big Fat Man: (12:20 AM) Considering how much she talks about you in her own, you might as well have YOUR own meme!
*snickering*
The Malkavian Kitten: (12:25 AM) roflol
dude, can i post that you said that?
The Malkavian Kitten: (12:25 AM) you crack me up
The Big Fat Man: (12:27 AM) *giggling* We'd be accused of unabashedly AshLee bashing just for snatching a truism of the snatchlee?
The Malkavian Kitten: (12:28 AM) roflol
ok, this is getting posted...
i laughed so hard i think i wet myself...
this is what happens with the english major and the comm major who both love theatre, huh?
The Big Fat Man: (12:30 AM) I guess so.... heheheh...

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[27 Nov 2001|12:04am]
[ mood | pissed off ]

stupid cunt, fuck you

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[26 Nov 2001|11:45pm]
[ mood | confused ]

*takes deep breath*

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[26 Nov 2001|11:17pm]
grandma is 97 pounds...
this is the one who is still lucid...
fuck, tell me how that works...
god damnit

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[26 Nov 2001|10:19pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

I took this picture at ground zero...it's very different from the rest of the pics...I was looking inside a restaurant located at ground level, under the Embassy Hotel building...about half a block from ground zero...
I thought it was an interesting still life...

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[26 Nov 2001|10:01pm]
hrm, when the battery charges I have an awesome idea for a new icon that will also show people my new camera...

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[26 Nov 2001|10:00pm]
[ mood | drained ]

mom let me take dad's wedding band...
she wanted to put both of them in the vault...
but dad's fit me, and I wanted to wear it...
after she debated for a while she let me take it...
so now I wear my dad's wedding band on my left forfinger...

peter also got me those listerine strips I like...he got me a whole bunch of them...
I had a whole stash at my place, but now I can have a stash at his place too...

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[26 Nov 2001|09:44pm]
ok, I took this in NYC...not to far from ground zero...
the lightheartedness caught me...and I think this ad is really hysterical

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*giggle* [26 Nov 2001|08:31pm]
I&apos;m A Shambler! Take the &apos;What Quake monster am I?&apos; test!

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[26 Nov 2001|08:18pm]
*bangs head against wall*
fucking knock it off already...

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